You don't know how I feel.

Awak cakap macam awak ja yang sakit hati kan? Untung la boleh pikir macam-macam pasal saya. I already told you that I am doing this because I have reasons. Can you understand what I feel right now? Maybe you think that I am smiling while saying that things this evening. And laughing right now while typing this. I knows that you think I am cruel make a decision without thinking what you feel. But for God sake, I am doing this for US. For our future. But I don't blame you if you keep hating me. Because I know why I am doing this.