Do You Know?

Do you know how I fell when every night when I'm off to bed suddenly you were not sleeping besides me?

Do you know how I fell when every morning when I wake up, you were no longer sleeping besides me while I'm watching you sleeping?

Do you know how I fell when before you sleep you will hug your lappy to pretend like you were hugging me?

Do you know how I fell when there was no more text messages from you everyday?

Do you know how I fell when I watched PS I love You movie and I cried until I fall asleep?

Do you know how I fell when I can't call you mine anymore?

Do you know how I fell when I have to see you everyday but I have to force my heart not to say I miss you?

Do you know how I fell when I have to pretend to all my friends that I'm not loving you anymore?

Do you know how I fell when every time I opened my phone gallery and I see your pictures?

Do you know how I fell when I have to keep all my feelings and crying alone in my room?

Do you know how I fell when I re-read our text messages?

Do you know how I fell when I can't say I love you because you were no longer mine?