03 September 2012 3:20 AM
I hate myself soo much. I don't understand with my own life. Every time I felt happy, then it will come something terrible happen at me. When I can get my happiness? I don't asked too much, just some happiness in my life. Someone that can make me laugh and smile everyday. I don't want to cry anymore. I have lost my teardrops too much. Even someone that I trust the most can't stay by my side. I don't want to burden him with my problems. May Allah give me some strength to face this situation, Amin.